woke up early in the morning.

the thought of u makes me weak.

my heart aches.

i haven been missing you for such a long time.

i thought i never did really care about you.

i guess i do.

we promised not to date anyone else unless she/he is better than you/me.

i am sorry

i broke the promise

he can never be compare to you.

you were my perfect guy.

it was a perfect relationship until you left.

many times i asked what will happen if you re still here.

i guess i will never know.

perhaps not knowing is the best.

i have the photo of us on the wallpaper of my laptop.

each and every time i see it. i smile.

it was such a good memory we had.

sometimes, i hope it never happened.

so it wont hurt when i think of you.

now i promise you i will take good care of myself.

i will find someone better.

till then. i shall put you deep inside my heart.

you may never see this.

you may not care for now.

but you will still be my perfect guy.

i don wanna know anything.

nothing at all.

i don wanna shatter my dreams.

thanks for showing up in my life.

i am really greatful for that.

sorry for i never really care about you.

but you will never know.

you will never find out.

<3